Best friend. - For Zhiwei, my Bes-friend.
I just bought 'New Moon' yesterday. Over 550plus pages(I exclude the starting few pages which I've read in 'Twilight' already, the Thank Yous and the few blank pages), I finished the whole book in less than a day time.
A day, I counted it as a sum of 24 hours and I think I used only like 5 plus 6 hours to finsh the whole story.
That's it, I can tossed 'New Moon' aside and wonder what to do next.
Well...To re-read is an option, I guess.
But I am so free now that I go around commenting on Facebook,making my prescence known.
I really wonder should I add my chinese secondary school teacher? He still looks so handsome to me! I figure..not. Sigh.
It must be 'Where Rainbows End' & the endearing friendship that Jacob and Bella shared(Though the clearly blurring of lines reminds me of something else altogether), I wondered how it is like to really have a male best friend.
I have nice guy friends but considering the level of best friend, I thought that the the years of knowing each other must be in the count as well.
My longest guy friend is Bes. Zhiwei actually but I like calling him 'Bes'. That was what I called him since day 1.
Since like freaking Secondary 1? I badly wish I had kept the emails we used to exchange.
Ming thought we could be great friends in life but no, his level was no where near to Bes. Ming is not as platonic as Bes' friendship to me.
And as close or nice as any other guy friends' is/are to me, I doubt any would ever come as close to what me and Bes share.
After reading 'Where Rainbows End', I can only relate to Bes for such kinda friendship.
Well even in the story, they did ended up together when they are like 50 years old?Hell! But that's fiction for you - a figment of an author's imagination & creativity.
I guess the reason that makes our friendship so easily platonic is we never ever met nor exchange a verbal conversation now.
10 over years, we rely mainly on sms-es.
Thinking of it, I didn't even keep the sms-es as constant as how best friends should. That I feel guilty for now easily proclaiming that highly honourable status just with a few words.
After reading 'Where Rainbow Ends', I am inspired to really work hard at this Best Friend status with Bes. I won't call him or suddenly spring a surprise meet up, I think he would have a panic attack.
I would work hard on keeping the sms business or whichever virtual contact constant.
With my Single rocking high status, I guess this is easier to work at than anything else. Not that when I was previously attached, it was any harder.
But I think I would feel even more liberated.
Anyway~what a blah blah de blah entry.
A day, I counted it as a sum of 24 hours and I think I used only like 5 plus 6 hours to finsh the whole story.
That's it, I can tossed 'New Moon' aside and wonder what to do next.
Well...To re-read is an option, I guess.
But I am so free now that I go around commenting on Facebook,making my prescence known.
I really wonder should I add my chinese secondary school teacher? He still looks so handsome to me! I figure..not. Sigh.
It must be 'Where Rainbows End' & the endearing friendship that Jacob and Bella shared(Though the clearly blurring of lines reminds me of something else altogether), I wondered how it is like to really have a male best friend.
I have nice guy friends but considering the level of best friend, I thought that the the years of knowing each other must be in the count as well.
My longest guy friend is Bes. Zhiwei actually but I like calling him 'Bes'. That was what I called him since day 1.
Since like freaking Secondary 1? I badly wish I had kept the emails we used to exchange.
Ming thought we could be great friends in life but no, his level was no where near to Bes. Ming is not as platonic as Bes' friendship to me.
And as close or nice as any other guy friends' is/are to me, I doubt any would ever come as close to what me and Bes share.
After reading 'Where Rainbows End', I can only relate to Bes for such kinda friendship.
Well even in the story, they did ended up together when they are like 50 years old?Hell! But that's fiction for you - a figment of an author's imagination & creativity.
I guess the reason that makes our friendship so easily platonic is we never ever met nor exchange a verbal conversation now.
10 over years, we rely mainly on sms-es.
Thinking of it, I didn't even keep the sms-es as constant as how best friends should. That I feel guilty for now easily proclaiming that highly honourable status just with a few words.
After reading 'Where Rainbow Ends', I am inspired to really work hard at this Best Friend status with Bes. I won't call him or suddenly spring a surprise meet up, I think he would have a panic attack.
I would work hard on keeping the sms business or whichever virtual contact constant.
With my Single rocking high status, I guess this is easier to work at than anything else. Not that when I was previously attached, it was any harder.
But I think I would feel even more liberated.
Anyway~what a blah blah de blah entry.
Ong Zhi Wei,
Happy 25th Birthday.
(You may read this or you may not)
You will be my Bes-Friend always!
Best wishes to you as always.
Love,
Ling

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